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video i took when i play justcause2 ``

yea i added TWITTER in my blog !!
ok this week was great , i changed alot of my thinking this week , finally i know who is that guy .

MONDAY
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well there was ST , physic and chem , i passed both :D
11/20 for physic and 16/20 for chem , was really happy as i had never pass my physic before , maybe its just luck i pass , because i only revise for less then 2 hrs .. `
anw lets not talk about it .

THURSDAY
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i went to study at library with tingyong and siquan , after that dickson , shafiq , bryan , benny join in , the thing that they didn't came here to study , ``
dickson was playing psp at library with speaker ,LOL . then in the end we separate table , me tingyong and siquan , and they other table , siquan went home at arnd 3+ , me and tingyong 4+ leave library then go canteen continue , then talk talk with alot more people then 5+ go home` .

FRIDAY
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i went out with renger , dylan , ken and ken's friends , 4 friends , so there is 8 people including me .
reached dhoby ghaut liao ,den go up plaza sing , at there saw yongthye and his gf , had a little talk with him , ken and his friends go buy movie ticket , then 4:30 liao they watch movie , left me dylan and renger .
jibai , we want go J-cube (pc bunk) play de , but cannot , i 15 year old , but dylan and renger can , both 17 , but they never pangseh me , so we go plaza sing anyhow shop shop see see lo , play arcade also , got one guy at tekken so plo (Y).
then their movie end liao .
* actually i tell them i 5:30 need go because need meet libin and manting watch movie , but they like cancel roh , cannot ask them recommend present :@*
oh well , as i was saying , their movie end liao , meet up le , then i go comic collection buy a present . :D
then 1 of ken's friends went home , left 7 of us , after 6 pm le , we went to J-cube and play . we played l4d2 versus , ken and his friend be survivor , and dylan me and renger be infected , LOLOL we owned them at the 1st rnd and my com auto shut , like wdf . i tell the counter and she force restart that com , 2nd rnd we also own them then my com auto shut again , fk . the counter lady help me dylan and renger changed com , change liao we play 3rd rnd we lost , because that other com is like so lag la .
then after that 3rd rnd i go play audi .
after j-cube , we went to kfc and had my dinner . after that arcade alittle bit more , then went home . on the whole trip saw alot happy couple roh . >:{
when will i get one , envy them .~
mrt reach compasspoint liao then i walk home with one of ken's friend ,
we didn't know each other but we talk like we are close friend .


Out of topic
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I am so finding that tqualizer tshirt !! :@
and yea , this may be early but
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTABEL, MAY UR WISHES COME TRUE . :D

i think that is all . ~
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alright , this week is holidayy !!
but theres lesson at monday and tuesday . >:{
stupid dnt , but at least i finished up till ideation now . good job i must say .
this week my computer also kena virus .. kept me thinking how i get it , finally got the idea of system restoring my com !! i system restore to 2 days ago , works perfectly as last time .
hais , fail trojan horse dropper , fail to hack me !!!
last week i went to the IT fair , bought headphone at $45 dollar , picture on top , monday i also bought a earpiece at $12.90 , but buy 1 get 1 free , kup half with jonathan , so i bought it for $6+ .
this week was nice for me , at least she finally talk to me , so happyy :D
i cannot force her to like me , i will adapt to it now and try to maintain it as just friends ,at least i know thats what she wants :D . `
okayyy , this friday i'll be going to zisheng house for bbq , but before that i will be cutting my hair !!
hope to have a hell lots of fun there .
nothing more to say riao ok , will be back posting here next week ok .
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`` hadoukennn

well , feeling very pissed or maybe jealous now because i just read something , how words can really hurt someone huh , i kept thinking why do i always still care , and kept asking myself "who the hell is him."
this week is bad , had no idea what to do next time i saw her , even i approach her , it won't help . its like ... she don't want to talk to me in real anymore eh . really fuck up now .why? BECAUSE IT REALLY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THAT 2 YEARS WAS JUST CRAP , TOTALLY CRAP , made me really jealous because i wasn't the one who she sms already , misses that sms so so much . fk , i am really pathetic , i can't help it ...
i had so much more reasons which shouldn't be said here , even i said all these , she just doesn't care , she have other suitor to care about .
like everytime i get in her blog , my heart will crush , fuck this ,

ok .. well , adam khoo talk was nice , but it doesn't affect me in anyway , all the things he said , i already applied it in my life , my life just don't go that way . i learned to plan since i was in pri 4,
the things i plan, ALWAYS come out wrong , every year new year when our cousin gather up and gamble , i will say to myself i will lose 40 dollar this year , instead i win , every single little things don't go on my flow . i don't hate god for this , it may be what i do .
overall the whole seminar don't help at all , but i still gave strongly agree to alot of things in the survey . boring week i can say , and i am starting to hate holiday .

going IT fair later i think . depends , gonna get a headphone , really craving for it now .

-kaiyong.
"yes , i am not you , i won't know what u feel . but what u show physicallly really make me think a different side of you ."
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FEAR THE PEDOBEAR!!!


heh , okay . this week is fine , nothing really go wrong this week , glad that i stayed back school on thursday and friday to revise and do my homework , damn , still thinking why i didn't go for the thursday outing , :@
maybe its a right thing to do , going out with them , i will be expecting to ignored by them , but well , doing homework at school's library is also fun , stayed with tingyong, siquan , chaosiang and dickson on thursday .
and yea , i still can't forget her , as though i am trying real hard not to , but somehow i try to stop myself from talking to her , because i want her to talk to me 1st .`` hah , that won't happen , waited so long .

my d&t work isn't done yet >:{
trying so hard , mr seow says that the problem with my work is my handwriting , the fk !!
its hard to change how i write , can't believe he actually care for the handwriting , fkfkfkfkfk.


i bought a ring with my name craved on it for $20 , very costly , regretted it . `
could have just bought one from 77th street with just $14 with patterns .
but nvm , i already bought it .

okay , will update again next week , lets make it a weekly post . because as i said it , blogging isn't really my thing nowadays .
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seen the lyrics , somehow shown how i feel now .
but its true , to be able to change it take alot of hardwork and time .
i guess i will just let nature take it courses . :D
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hmm .. edmw'ians gave me some serious advice after i have post my problems .
really owe them a big thanks , today i gonna some of the comment they have made and i like it very much .

By plutocolour :
her telling u that, its NOT even a good answer. it was a sh!tty one and u actually buy it

Girls say that just to make u feel better about yourself, That e problem doesn't lie with u but her.

when actually the problem always lies with the guys but they dont actually realise it

By BigbiGLameR :
Sec 4 ish young TS.
No earning power, no emotional maturity, take things slowly ok?

By satanicWorshiper :
either that she's a bitch or 'too friendly'....

16 is still young boi .....

By purpleflock :
dis xm ish quite da pwayer...
actualli ish jus chiu tinks too much.

By BigbiGLameR :
One word... Ignore.
Who cares what she writes, she probably doesn't even know what she's writing.
Probably something written in a state of emotional high from watching movies or listening to emo songs but once she gets out of this state, she'll forget what she has sent.

Don't give substance to anything which is not real.

By sexposed :
like what some forumers suggests...i'd suggest u dun put too much emotion into it..and let nature take its course...for now, i'd advise u to put ur studies as ur top priority...this yr should be a very critical yr for u...its either u make it or break it..gd luck

By nubzzz :
TS, like then go for it. Dont live to regret in the future.

Secondary school love is like puppy love only. But do remember to juggle ur studies well.

By sKeLeTon :
the last qns should be "Ai sho gan mai?"

cfm u get her.

By ahgong_hippo :
lucky u..

knn tis kind of cannot understand simple english simple question de people

u si bei heng neh go steady her

ask simlpe question give grandmother story.. after that go home already still have to continue story

nabei


By chesterqw :
rejected = rejected

By chesterqw :
it might be a blessing in disguise...

By Lao Uncle :
her story is as good as "No. But we can still be friends."

By jackle :
i suggest TS to put 100% of your attention into your studies and be better then her, then when she see you so pro she will ask you to teach her, that's when you "show hand, all in"











okay , in conclusion , i still don't think i understand love yet , after hearing what they say .
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